I've realized...

I've realized something today. We are human and just as likely as we are to bleed, we cry. I've cried today. All day. Tears of frustration, stress, love, joy. Tears Ive needed to cry out for a long time now. God is working magnificently in my life through people who are more than amazing and there's no way I could ever repay any of them for the love I've been shown. I love y'all like Jesus loves us.

I've realized that there's going to be pain. I mean, of course I have realized this for a while now. Pain is real and it's in every day life and though we try to run from it, we never really get away from it. Pain is inevitable and all too real. But like I said last night, I'm realizing I can't do it alone. So if you're one of those people who have randomly cheered me up, talked to me till 3 am about God and recent events, helped me keep my faith, randomly spoke words of encouragement, and even forced me out of my room into fresh air for an escape from the imprisonment that our minds put us in sometimes, then thank you.. More than words can even begin to describe, I am more than thankful. Greatful really. In a sense it's almost living like Jesus. What you've done for me. You've brought me up and it's worked wonders. It's true friendship and love. I couldn't be any more greatful than I am right now.

I've realized that it's okay to cry. It's okay to break infront of people and that doesn't mean you're weak. It means you're human. That's why God gave us each other after all isn't it? So we can be His hands and lift each other up? I can see God moving in so many ways in my life. Ways that I have been way too blind to before. He's working through people and I'm finding it more true as the days go by: I'm loved. As are all of you. Every single one of us. Sometimes we just need amazing people in our lives to tell us such on a daily basis as a constant reminder of what He did for us.


Again, I love y'all like Jesus loves us.